After the Easter backpacking, I find it hard to think about work. I miss nature so much and I am so in-love with it I think I could leave everything behind for it!
I have been "living the dream" for so long. The dream of serenity and freedom. The dream of being a full-time bum. The dream of planning nothing but doing many things.
Now I am "dreaming to live". Dreaming and hoping that there'll be more holidays so that I can really live.
My life is no longer "a very long weekend". And I badly miss that life.
I miss waking up at 11am. Getting coffee in the market and waiting for my working friends to take their break. I miss reading a book the whole day to a whole week. I miss snorkeling every weekend and hiking and camping anytime I want to. I miss the long naps on the bus to Dumaguete. And I miss walking around the city til the new morning.
I want to have that life back. And I want it really bad.
Let's see what happens in the coming month. One more month to go and I end my contract... and I still am not sure if I go on...
I JUST WANT TO LIVE!!!
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